In a world of twitch, I spoke about it some last night as I am sailing away.
I’ve joined twitch in 2014, started to started to pick up the pace as I became inspired by other streamers who started to support me back upon supporting them, but as they turned to partners with twitch they dropped their support me and rarely acknowledge that I still exist or even still stream to this vary day. (I have streamed every day since 2018 and have a steady schedule that works around my current job).
As I do say, it is what it is. You cannot change people unless they want to change in the first place. Alot of times I’ve seen their main agenda, alliances, and or partnerships will destroy other older ideas and plans as they with their choices in life as they want to be bigger but becoming bigger is at it’s own risk. In my way of seeing it, I wanted to be on the same level and grow as they grow. But that is just wishful thinking, it can’t happen as I was never on their level in the first place. I guess my curse is that I lived all my life being with no high tier friends, unfriendly, and super unpopular. I try to surround myself with these people in a higher tier than I am in hope that I would get noticed and as they say fake it until you become it. One of my greatest fear is that no one will ever know my name.
So in thought of mine that I have recently is moving my whole stream to DorkMedia (it has a whole catching name already) but doing so as I have stated before I would drop everything I support now and build my own alliances and work my butt off this way vs keep going with what I am doing now and fade WRNet as a stream away but never streaming again, never logging into anything WRnet related unless it is business related, etc.. I feel wrnet as a name is just have a bad reputation somewhere that is preventing me from growing, with what I support now and what pride I hold. My growth in the past year, has technically reversed than what I have started with and no one to back me up 100% I am technically on my own.
What is the point of pride? I did something with in the past year and that idea was stolen and innovated and I got no thanks for the idea. Instead of working together, they just took the idea and rolled with it. Now they are the hero after they stole the idea that I had, but good for them I hope they have a great success from it as it seems they are already.
I guess when I loose my last 4 subs, I’ll make my switch then and phase away from the whole world of pride. I have pretty much given up trying to move forward with wrnet and twitch right now as I have very little to no support for anything I do and anything I do have or ideals I start with building will eventually be stolen from my own communities / teams I support currently.