Stream – Schedules – and Stuff…

Posted on February 20, 2024 by WonderingRaven

I am live on twitch every night from 7pm PST till late, normally 11pm pst.
My current lineup:
“Game rotation is currently Elden ring, Palworld, Hunt Showdown, Sea of Thieves, or Conan Exiles, with maybe a GTA-Online heist or two”

  • Monday – Game night,
  • Tuesday – Game Night:
  • Wednesday – Game Night or Building in Conan Exiles
  • Thursday – Game Night
  • Friday – Lead with Game Night, Podcast WRnet:sec

Weekends are currently random because, I can’t get a good lineup / setup for a garage streams anymore, I can’t afford track time either.

Current grim situation: walking into 2024 with not a fully functional A/C unit. struggling as due to my sudden loss of a job last year, huge gap of no income, unemployment denied still fighting to get it’s backpay, new job is good for now but that is still causing me to barely catch up, there is days I don’t get to eat anymore just because I am actually broke just days before I get paid. So it has been painful this past last few months.  The 120F is coming again this year,  I’ve survived on no a/c as a child I just get to relive my childhood again.

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Changes – updates and such…

Posted on August 1, 2023 by WonderingRaven

I am still around, new job, better pay, less toxicity(seems to be none). i don’t have to worry about a director making up stories just to destroy my life.

Alot of recent events currently happened recently and it got me thinking, and made a decision.

I am putting my own twitch streams on hold and gaming pretty much I am more than done with it. I’ve tried my best to keep it afloat but I had more support at the track then I ever had with my own twitch streams.

I’ve had partnership level achievements with twitch, warframe, and other gaming platforms but with no support I can’t move forward.

One thing that has taught me enough in time explained heavy in my book, I can’t keep supporting people who don’t support me and I need to support myself over everyone else. I need to get back to the point I am focusing on my own doing my own where I am doing my work, gym, garage, drift, repeat.

Prolly be my last year of Defcon, twitchcon etc… at this point I’ve been wasting my time and money for over 20 years at defcon as I only go for the talks that get released on youtube for free and I get too overwelmed with anxiety to hang out when I don’t know anyone to hang with.

I’ve done some great games, there is a few write up I am going to be releasing soon.
Why I am done with World of warcraft, how I am bored with Final Fantasy 14 but one book I am writing is how to hack like a sub-genius and with an idea of reviving my old table top game and campaigns I wrote in high school that was inspired by snes jRPG’s

I got alot of projects to work on and making cuts to somethings even tho I’ve enjoyed them they are just wasting my time.

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Re-published book – give 72 hours to reflect

Posted on June 11, 2023 by WonderingRaven

Hi, just wanted to let you know I have finished writing the segment of my recent job loss as it makes a great closer to the story.

Vegas H@ckw4re – > Live on Amazon 

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Unplushed the book for now…

Posted on June 7, 2023 by WonderingRaven

Just incase you where looking to see if I still had my book out on my biography. As I have closed the chapter with the casino, I feel should be added to that story as it was an unfinished ending.

I will be adding it in shortly and re-publishing it again.

 

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New job and not shutting down.

Posted on June 7, 2023 by WonderingRaven

Good News everyone:
I finally have found a job, so all is good right now. I have to play catch up with bills would be helpfull

I start on the 16th, of June. Best part is they liked how much detail I went with what I did to a point they opened a new postion for me and gave me an offer that is 10x better than the casino job. After so many interviews in the past with different jobs, I found this one on pure luck. I like the team and seems that we all mesh very well. This job feels like a well deserved promotion I’ve been yearning for with the casino and have asked for but was ignored.

As I am still trying to get over the whole casino bit, I am taking it one day at a time. It was traumatic and has destroyed my self confidence. I still can’t get over the fact that someone went to great lengths to lie to HR and completely be dishonest to them and HR didn’t listen to a word I said.

Then it boils down to, I was discriminated against not harassed(big difference). Nevada sucks with this and even tho I am a protected class there is still lagging feet from the government for justice to be served and my brother is right we need to leave this state, I need to leave this state and go back to places like Central Oregon again or venture to somewhere new.  This shady busienss goes on all the time, unless businesses really do unionizes, it will contrinue to harbor even the white collar criminals who will target people like me to make sure we no longer belong in this world.

Other news, As I clear my head I am trying to focus on getting more gym time, I will be re-adjusting my twitch streaming schedule and maybe I can finally finish my write up on how I use slackware and utilize it for my fun and pentesting (CTF’s)

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Preparing to shutdown…

Posted on May 21, 2023 by WonderingRaven

As time goes by my unemployment still has yet to be processed over 6 weeks now and no light at the end of the tunnel.

With 1 potential job that was interviewed last week and after reaching out even humbling myself deeply for help to someone with another company but in essence denised the return.

I am in dire straits right now, I am not ok. as of June 1st I wont be able to pay my mortgage, by july maybe august I will loose access to my phone, internet, and power and with that being said by July this site will no longer exist as I wont be able to cost the hosting company.

This week I am most likely going to start prepping to selling off the projects I’ve acquired to help adjust the costs so I might not stream a whole lot during this time this including my almost completed drift car if by parts or car as a whole.

This being in Vegas, it is like reliving my childhood over again summer time, no a/c, unknown if I can survive the summer.  Meantime, I am making backups, consolidating projects and rebuilding things when I can but I don’t see me returning to work anytime soon and with Unemployment telling me it might take up to 6 months to get a case worker,  I am royally screwed and i am trying my best to keep it together but more and more I apply for jobs and work and nothing returning.

So incase this worst case hits as it feels 90% is unless I get a miracle somehow, it has been a pleasure. Thank you for reading and somewhat show support. This is my last message here.

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Update and stuff is coming..

Posted on February 7, 2023 by WonderingRaven

I have been deeply busy with work and late night streams on twitch.

Currently writing a biography. But when I am done, I have planned a World of Warcraft Podcast as a WoW Veteran titled: “WoW Needs to die” with a play through on dragon flight.

There is too much going around in politics and I hate politics, especially when it comes to this so called book that was created by man to control man “bible” and people who have to worship it and claim freedom, this be a contradiction for another story.

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Conan Exiles – Isles of Siptah – Is Alive! and more.

Posted on May 30, 2022 by WonderingRaven

Alright,  I spent the weekend creating and virutalizing my network to create a whole new environment for me again, kinda living it old school when I had multiple machines under my desk and I hosted stuff like crazy.

I’ve built a proxmox server, Slackware Containers, and Opnsense Firewall+IDS into the whole virtual environment.  I went as far as acquiring an Cisco Catalyst C2960-CG and totally getting my network nerd on. Slowly re-migrating to local hosting once again.

I am going to think about how I am going to redo my discord communities as no one uses it, no one is helping me grow, no one is really doing much more than be a name in it.  I might just right click and delete, re-create and segregate my topics to multiple servers and start over “per-se” IE, DC702 will have their own, Touge, WRnet:Sec and one for my personal stream and so on.

Because personally, I had and have disconnected from people who doesn’t seem to show the same support and effort I put in and it’s exhausting networking with people because I am an introvert, I get intimidated by people (everyone scares me and I get into a fight or flight mode too easy) and it’s frustrating and exhausting and if I don’t feel safe, I can’t support the people who I don’t feel safe around. I long for a friendships to be apart of, a circle of friends who don’t forget about me and my anxiety problems and helps boosts me as my life has always been on a down.

Anyways, if you want to help me test out the server feel free to DM on discord for the password.

I am out be back in a week.

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When playing multi-player games become stale solo…

Posted on April 12, 2022 by WonderingRaven

Lately playing anytype of multiplayer game has been mostly on a solo road and I tried to battle that in hope that I would do something amazing solo to get someones attention but sadly the most I will catch is trolls to come in and attempt to ruin your night with words to stream sniping.

As I was grinding the event points in Hunt: Showdown. I’ve noticed that, the game is no longer fun for me to play solo and it used to be when I felt I was going to grow from it. Sadly I can have the best videos on YouTube or the best games alive an still not be noticed.

When there is no one to root you to the next level, you get bored and want to move on, no support, no help, not even to a point where you have friends who would pop in just to have a place to play with when you are live playing.  But even when I’ve attempt to network, I feel like myself just gets ignored as both a streamer and a community.

I’ve spent 1 year streaming hunt showdown, placing videos all over on YouTube on my exploits and fun.  But after a year of the grind, nothing improves and all stays the same and this just makes me want to move on.

Don’t get me wrong I love playing hunt showdown, the game is thrilling….. But I went down this road before…. what was that game? oh yeah! Sea of Thieves, this is the another one. I’ve streamed SoT for over 2 years I’ve posted videos of my greatest sneaks and steals but even tho I was inspired by one it turns out I wasn’t the only one and everyone else was attempting the same thing and because I am a nobody, all of the sea of thieves community doesn’t even see me… but… I’ve been down that path before too.

Warframe, dedicated 1 year of my stream and boosted it on the front page a few times and got the acquired partnership requirements with no problem at all, Oh heck I even got twitch partnership available (I can apply at anytime)…  but rejected partnership multiple times with them as I’ve learned later on they strongly favored favoritism over the rules, thus I am no ones favorite. Hence, partnership rejected.

Meh, it is what it is. for now on I’ve decided I’m going to focus on playing solo games for when I am solo. If I get into a colab stream with someone else I’ll play the games I most like to play but other than that. I am going to focus on more solo content from now on, but them kind of streams are a popup kind off the schedule.

My schedule is 7pm PST till 11pm PST or later depending on the game.
I am a content creator, I create content on twitch and dlive.

If you or anyone I know wants to colab games together for my time please let me know I am always on discord, twitter, and so on.

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Certification renewal path

Posted on March 11, 2022 by WonderingRaven

Well I am going to cut some stuff out of my life and go down my path (unless another catastrophe happpens aka another shutdown, a war that actually involves my life, another death in the family, etc…)

Revisiting the CCNA – 200-301 for a critical backup ceritifcation and a potentially a career path changer as a temp solution till I go down the cyber security engineering path.
I can’t afford to live and learn certifications and such so I have to use what I know and take the certs. CCNA has been on hold due to financial reasons, a death and pandemic.

It’s time to move forward.

The quest to keep me away and far away from LVnet as a backup is my goal, unless they take my offer as an CISO I actually want nothing to do with them anymore.
When I work for them, my confidences drops, my self worth feels less than a KMART employee.. and this is caused by the bad management of it’s staff and how they treated me for over a decade with false promises. If I can’t be seen as an equal than I want nothing to do with that kind of toxicity.

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