Lately playing anytype of multiplayer game has been mostly on a solo road and I tried to battle that in hope that I would do something amazing solo to get someones attention but sadly the most I will catch is trolls to come in and attempt to ruin your night with words to stream sniping.

As I was grinding the event points in Hunt: Showdown. I’ve noticed that, the game is no longer fun for me to play solo and it used to be when I felt I was going to grow from it. Sadly I can have the best videos on YouTube or the best games alive an still not be noticed.

When there is no one to root you to the next level, you get bored and want to move on, no support, no help, not even to a point where you have friends who would pop in just to have a place to play with when you are live playing.  But even when I’ve attempt to network, I feel like myself just gets ignored as both a streamer and a community.

I’ve spent 1 year streaming hunt showdown, placing videos all over on YouTube on my exploits and fun.  But after a year of the grind, nothing improves and all stays the same and this just makes me want to move on.

Don’t get me wrong I love playing hunt showdown, the game is thrilling….. But I went down this road before…. what was that game? oh yeah! Sea of Thieves, this is the another one. I’ve streamed SoT for over 2 years I’ve posted videos of my greatest sneaks and steals but even tho I was inspired by one it turns out I wasn’t the only one and everyone else was attempting the same thing and because I am a nobody, all of the sea of thieves community doesn’t even see me… but… I’ve been down that path before too.

Warframe, dedicated 1 year of my stream and boosted it on the front page a few times and got the acquired partnership requirements with no problem at all, Oh heck I even got twitch partnership available (I can apply at anytime)…  but rejected partnership multiple times with them as I’ve learned later on they strongly favored favoritism over the rules, thus I am no ones favorite. Hence, partnership rejected.

Meh, it is what it is. for now on I’ve decided I’m going to focus on playing solo games for when I am solo. If I get into a colab stream with someone else I’ll play the games I most like to play but other than that. I am going to focus on more solo content from now on, but them kind of streams are a popup kind off the schedule.

My schedule is 7pm PST till 11pm PST or later depending on the game.
I am a content creator, I create content on twitch and dlive.

If you or anyone I know wants to colab games together for my time please let me know I am always on discord, twitter, and so on.

I’ve been there, we all have been there.

Here is something that really hits the nail on the coffin, a twitch streamer (and / or company) giving away a computer.
But this is the problem, this is why most twitch streamers get frustrated and quit, especially how they where belitting people because they didn’t meet the high standards.

Any partnership program is like applying for an entry level position that also requires years of experience ontop of it.

Like for instance I’ve seen a company that is hiring for an entry level cyber security analyst level 1 but needs an CISSP to get it.

The major problem lays down to this and even game companies have these same level of entry especially for twitch streamers. (IE: Warframe, Crytec, Rare, SquareEnix, etc….) as we sit with a catch 22 with no major help, these places don’t want entry level people they want CISO’s(metaphorically speaking) for their analyst jobs. So that give away with Mr Beast computer from Artisan’s is given away to a CISO instead of a real lucky person who could use it and benifit from it more than that CISO could ever do.

I’ve been doing custom computer building since 1998, inspired by a local shop called EaglePC. After a sour deal that happened in 2010, I’ve been on the down low on building and doing it as per requested.

On stream with no strings attatched I’ve held computer giveaways but because of various companies. But because the lack of support is why I stop trying and the pandemic happened, I might try again if I can ever get the support is needed to boost my community and be heard.